Oof! Would you believe I almost forgot to post something tonight? If I had, I’d like to think I would have laughed at myself, and invited you to join in. It would have been a typical Genevieve thing to do.
So…30 days of blogging about anything and everything. Some serious subjects, some not so serious.
I’ve discovered that I can be very hard on myself when I can’t find a solution to a problem…whether it’s trying to figure out how to use Excel, or dealing with a work colleague’s bad behaviour.
I’m realizing that if I really take the time to think about something, without letting my own emotional responses get in the way, I’m able to see beyond BLACK and WHITE, and even GREY, and see the real colours behind everything. I’m becoming more of a big picture kind of gal.
I recognize that I get so caught up in my world of troubles that there are times where I really do forget just how truly blessed I am to have friends, family, and a girlfriend who love me for simply being me.
I also recognize that I really do need to take more time to appreciate not just the SILENCE, but all the beautiful moments in between.
At the end of the day, it’s so blatantly clear just how little I know, and just how much more I need to learn. Yet instead of being discouraged by this, I take heart that I at least want to learn, to think outside of my box, to experience new things, to push myself to be better. To do anything less would be disrespectful towards my Soul.
I must also remember that at the end of the day, we are all perfectly imperfect, and there’s love, beauty, sadness, anger, happiness, laughter, and a certain amount of peace to be found in that state of being.